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  Heat it Up

  Off the Ice - Book One

  Stina Lindenblatt

  Copyright

  Diversion Books

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  Copyright © 2016 by Stina Lindenblatt

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  First Diversion Books edition June 2016

  ISBN: 978-1-62681-873-6

  Table of Contents

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Chapter Thirty-Six

  Chapter Thirty-Seven

  Chapter Thirty-Eight

  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  Chapter Forty

  Chapter Forty-One

  Chapter Forty-Two

  Chapter Forty-Three

  Chapter Forty-Four

  Chapter Forty-Five

  Chapter Forty-Six

  Chapter Forty-Seven

  Chapter Forty-Eight

  Acknowledgments

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  To Muumu and Vaari.

  Even though you’re in Heaven now, you’re always in my heart…

  Chapter One

  Sofia

  Forgiveness. It doesn’t matter how many times you say it, or if you say it five times fast, or even if you sing it in the shower to the beat of your favorite pop song. The meaning never changes. It’s that word most of us don’t even think about as we go through our day-to-day life. If someone bumps into us, we don’t have to yell “I forgive you” as the person hurries off.

  No, saying the word is easy, but meaning it…now that can be tough. Sometimes it’s easier pretending. Pretending nothing is wrong and that you’re moving on with your life.

  Pretending. That’s a much more interesting word.

  I stare at the urinal, willing it to spontaneously clean itself. When it doesn’t (stupid urinal), I pull on the rubber gloves and let out a long breath. With the industrial strength cleaner, which reeks of pine and disinfectant, I scrub the urinals, thankful no one back home can see me. And for the first time since I arrived in Helsinki, doubt slips in. What was I thinking?

  I was thinking it would be great to get away from the memories haunting me every day. Sure, I could have stayed in Minneapolis for the summer and hung out with my friends, maybe even landed an athletic-therapy internship. But when I saw the ad in Student Services for the overseas work-swap program, and saw Finland listed, there was no way I could not do it. It was like destiny.

  Only I hadn’t imagined destiny would equal quality time with my new porcelain friends.

  I finish the urinals, which are now clean enough to…I won’t say eat off, because I don’t think they’ll ever be that clean. But they’re shiny enough for Mr. Clean to give them his bald-headed stamp of approval.

  Two guys walk into the bathroom. Awesome. I must’ve forgotten to put up the sign warning people that the bathroom’s closed. Their gazes sweep over my body, hidden beneath this hideous brown uniform. From the expressions on their faces, they have quite the imagination. I wouldn’t be surprised if my C-cup bra has magically transformed into a DD. My face grows hot under their scrutiny. They smirk at me and say something in Finnish, none of which I understand. Judging from their tone, they’re not commending me on a great job. Too bad. A little recognition would’ve been nice.

  Note to self: guys are jerks no matter what country they live in. It must have to do with the Y chromosome, where the douchebag gene is located.

  As I contemplate waving the disgusting mop in their faces to chase them out of here, a girl my age, wearing the same hideous uniform as me, strides into the bathroom. She glares at the guys and lets loose a rapid stream of Finnish that leaves them chuckling. But more importantly, they back away, wave, and exit the room. Maybe she’s my guardian angel.

  Funny, I always imagined my guardian angel to be male. With hot abs.

  “Hi,” she says. “Fanni told me you’d be in here and we should have lunch together. I’m Maija.” Relief washes through me at her ability to speak English, which sounds exotic buried in a Finnish accent.

  I nod, having lost all ability to speak after not saying much in any language for the past week—with the exception of emails to Claire and my mom. Earth to tongue. This is Houston. Will we have communication anytime soon?

  “Sorry about those idiots,” Maija says.

  “That’s fine. Believe me, guys aren’t any different where I’m from.”

  She makes a face. “I’m sorry to hear that. I thought it was only Finnish men who are idiots.”

  I laugh. “No, I think it’s pretty much universal.”

  “Will you be finished in half an hour?” she asks as I give her the standard once over. She’s about my height and slim, with dark blond hair pulled back in a short ponytail. Like me, she has a little makeup on, but nothing that will make us look glamorous—as if that would even be possible with the uniforms and sneakers. At my nod, she says, “I’ll meet you in the staff locker room at eleven. Okay?”

  “Sounds good.”

  With the new incentive ahead of me, beyond escaping this room as soon as possible, I move quickly to finish up and meet Maija as planned. After we scrub our arms and hands with more soap than I normally use in a week, she takes me to the staff lunchroom.

  The windowless room only has enough space for two long tables, so we’re forced to sit with four women who looked to be in their fifties. Maija introduces me and they smile. Or at least they smile until one speaks to me and Maija has to explain that I’m from California and I don’t speak Finnish. That wipes away their smiles. It’s not where I’m from that’s the problem. It’s that I don’t speak their language. I can’t contribute to the discussion, and Maija will have to translate. I don’t even bother to correct her and tell her I’m from Minnesota. There’s no point.

  The women go back to their discussion. I take a bite of my open-faced cheese sandwich.

  “I’ve always wanted to be a character actor at Disneyland. But not a Disney Princess,” Maija says. “Have you worked there?”

  I shake my head. “I’m from Mi
nnesota, not California. But I know what you mean. I wanted to be one when I was eight after we went there one summer.” The rest of the lunch break is spent with Maija asking me a gazillion questions about Minnesota.

  “Why did you want to come to Finland to clean toilets?” she eventually asks.

  Good question. “My mom’s from Finland but I haven’t been here in years. I thought it would be a great chance to spend time with my grandmother and get to know her better. Cleaning toilets was the added bonus.” I laugh at her shocked expression about the toilets. “I’m kidding. When I signed up for the work-exchange program, I thought I’d get to do something related to what I’m studying at college.” Especially when I found out I’d be working in a sports center. Silly me.

  “What are you studying?”

  “Athletic training.” At her confused expression, I clarify, “I want to work with athletes who’ve been injured so they can play again. I’d love to work with a sports team one day.” But it’s a tough field to get into.

  “What about you?” I ask Maija.

  “I’m studying economics.”

  After lunch, and in preparation for Operation Scrub the Sauna, I pull on the oversized rubber boots in the women’s staff locker room. Normally, I’m fairly graceful. Normally, I’m not wearing boots made for a six-foot-tall man.

  With a resigned sigh, I stumble down the hall to the saunas. The boots make an awkward thunk, thunk, thunk on the tile floor as I do my best not to trip and land on my face.

  The facility is open until ten at night, but management doesn’t want to hire late-night cleaning staff, so instead the saunas are each closed for thirty minutes so we, or I, can clean and hose them down.

  I spend the first half hour in the women’s sauna, sweating like I’m running a marathon. A drop of sweat trickles down my back and I don’t complain when the spray of water bounces off the top bench. It soaks through my uniform and bra. I’m tempted to turn the hose on myself and drench my entire body.

  But that would be a little hard to explain should I bump into anyone on my way back to the staff room, especially my supervisor.

  I finish the room and head for the men’s sauna, my damp skin cooling off in the short distance. I knock on the pine-wood door, wait for a three-count, then crack it open. A blast of stifling heat hits me, along with the heady pine scent, which smells a million times better than the fake stuff found in disinfectants. “Hi, is anyone in here?”

  When there’s no reply, I inch the door open and peer inside just in case someone didn’t hear me.

  Once I’ve made sure no one’s here, I push the door open and drag the hose in. A strand of hair falls from my ponytail and plasters itself against my face. I ignore it and get to work, placing the bucket with soapy water on the floor. It sloshes over the side and lands on my booted foot.

  I spray the wooden benches, then grab the bucket and climb onto the first row. With a large brush, I scrub the upper bench. Even though it’s hot, I manage to sing a new song that’s been playing in my head over the past few days. It’s the closest thing I have to music, and as exciting as this job is (ha!), it’s better than nothing.

  As I sing and scrub, I move my hips to the music in my head. I spray the bench, rinsing the soapy water. And like last time, the cold water splashes off the wood and hits my uniform. At the sound of laughter, I whip around in time to see two guys step into the sauna. Both are tall and covered in muscles, except the blond guy is much bulkier than his friend.

  Both are naked.

  Yikes! Without realizing what I’m doing, I shoot a blast of water at the dark-haired guy’s leg, barely missing his man parts.

  “Fuck,” he says, echoing my sentiments, and jumps back. His friend bursts out laughing.

  Fortunately, wooden railings separate me from the blond guy, and a two-by-four cuts across where his man parts are located. Thank you, pine-tree gods, for your much-appreciated sacrifice! I owe you one.

  With mortification laughing at me in the corner, I jerk the hose in that direction and fumble to turn off the water. My face heats up more, which is hard to believe given where I’m standing. The blond continues laughing and I keep my gaze locked on the nozzle. It’s not like I haven’t seen a naked guy before. I have. My ex-boyfriend. And…well, that’s it.

  I finally manage to twist the traitor of a nozzle. If it had been on my side, it would’ve already cooperated and let me bail a minute ago. The water transforms from a blast to a spray. My breath comes out hard, almost a grunt.

  The blond guy says something in Finnish.

  “Sauna is closed,” I say in their language. Or at least that’s what I’m aiming for. God, what’s wrong with this stupid thing?

  The dark-haired guy takes the nozzle out of my hand, unconcerned by his nakedness—not that I’m looking. “Newton’s third law of physics states that an object in motion will stay in motion if nothing acts against it.”

  I startle at his American accent, but don’t wait to hear what else Newton has to say.

  I bolt.

  “Wait,” the dark-haired guy calls out.

  The only other thing I hear as I escape through the door is the blond guy. “Dude, I told you women don’t like physics. It’s boring.”

  Chapter Two

  Kyle

  Nik recounts what one boy said during training camp today. I laugh despite the growing ache in my leg. Nik’s too busy telling me what happened, he hasn’t noticed my slight limp. That, or he decided not to comment. As long as he doesn’t mention it to his uncle, things will be okay. I don’t want to risk my job. I live for coaching those boys and being on the ice again.

  Even if it means my leg aches by the end of the day.

  Nik pulls the sauna door open and heat instantly blasts us. I almost sigh in relief. Shortly after arriving in Finland for the summer, I discovered sauna heat helps with the pain in my leg after a day of coaching. Nik’s apartment building has two saunas in it, but you can only use them once a week, on your assigned days.

  We step into the sauna, Nik still laughing. A blond in a brown uniform turns around, her eyes wide. Before I can say anything, she blasts water at my good leg, almost hitting my package.

  “Fuck.” I jump back as Nik bursts out laughing. Ass.

  The girl shifts the nozzle so it blasts water into the corner, and frantically tries turning the water off. Not once does her gaze shift in our direction. I repeat Newton’s laws of motion in my head to distract where my thoughts are headed. The last thing she needs to see once she does look in our direction is me getting a hard-on. Unfortunately, I have no control over what goes on with Nik. Nor do I have any interest in checking.

  She adjusts the nozzle, switching the water pressure from a blast to a spray. Nik says something in Finnish. She replies, but even I can tell Finnish isn’t her native language. I have no idea what she said, but the accent is all wrong for her to be a Finn.

  I take the nozzle from her. “Newton’s third law of motion states that an object in motion will stay in motion if nothing acts against it.”

  Shit. What the hell did I say that for? Apparently “Here, let me help” wasn’t good enough.

  I don’t have a chance to say anything else. She runs.

  “Wait,” I call out and make a move to go after her, but my leg says to hell with that. And what am I planning to do? Chase her down the hallway, naked? Like that won’t get me arrested.

  “Dude, I told you women don’t like physics,” Nik says. “It’s boring.”

  I turn off the water. “Physics isn’t boring. It’s the difference between you getting a goal or the opposition stealing the puck from you. Maybe if you appreciated it more, your scoring average would be higher.”

  “Hey, there was nothing wrong with my average last season.”

  I choose to ignore that and glance around. The benches are wet and the girl left a bucket of soapy water on the floor, along with a scrub brush. “What did she say to us?”

  “Something about the sauna bei
ng closed. Who knows.”

  I groan. Not what I wanted to hear.

  Nik shrugs. “I guess it was closed while she was cleaning, but now that she’s gone, we might as well stay. The heat is still on.” He climbs onto the top bench.

  • • •

  I wander along the sidewalk toward my apartment, my leg no longer aching. The warm, late afternoon sun is still high in the sky. Cars drive past on the busy road, along with the occasional cyclist. Everyone is in a rush to get home.

  Everyone but me.

  Ahead of me is the small park I’ve hung out in a couple of times since arriving in Helsinki two weeks ago. It’s quiet here and a great place to work on my lesson plans for the next day. To think about each boy’s strengths and weaknesses, and to figure out how I can help them become better players. That’s why their parents spent money for the summer training camp for elite players.

  I walk down the path to the pond and that’s when I see her. At least I think she’s the same girl from the sauna. Instead of the brown uniform, she’s wearing denim shorts and a simple white tank top. Her endless legs are toned, and her long hair is still in the messy ponytail.

  She watches a swan on the pond then crouches and lifts her camera, aiming it at the bird.

  I’m about to walk over and apologize for what happened in the sauna when her phone rings. She answers it and sits on the neatly manicured, grassy bank. I sit a few yards away, waiting for her to finish her call. She doesn’t seem to notice me.